spending time with
brian and nat always
makes me happy.
all three of us need each
other in one way or another .
they're kind of like my salvation
from the rest of my life.
we could spend hours
on end talking rubbish,
doing things that we'd
normally not do,
laughing our heads off
at the silliest things.
nat just turned 16,
it's brian's sweet16 soon too.
can't wait for it to be my turn.
though i'm the baby
of the trio,
they've always taken
good care of me .
buttttt,
i still remember the times
when we were younger
they'd gang up and bully me.
honestly,
i don't know what i'd do
without both of them.
one emo boy and two
topshop girly twits.
weird concoction,
but we're the friggin bomb .
nat and i were there
for brian when his family
nearly tore apart.
brian and i were there for
nat when her everloving
heart was shattered by
the guy she thought was
her forever.
and both of them were there
for me through it all :
when i was at the lowest
point of my young existence,
when i overdosed myself,
when i got so darn ___ nothing
seemed to matter anymore.
that night when we crashed
at nat's place after a wild night,
i realised we all clung on to
the same thing : love.
sadly,
we were disappointed.
together ,
we drowned ourselves with good alcohol
and better company .
